You could say I've fallen into a hole this past few weeks. I've been sick, and school/extra-currics/life has not been going very well. I pretty much bombed a chair audition today and have pretty horrible grades in class. I think I'm unraveling. Falling apart even. But it isn't going to last. I've learned that before we find the courage and the skills to lead others, we must learn to lead ourselves. People aren't going to follow you if you can't even get your own life together. That's where I am right now. Trying to get my life back together and recover from the blow that I've somehow received in these past few weeks. I know I haven't been updating much, but that's basically the reason why. I've been too overwhelmed with everything that this semester has been throwing at me to update or to even think and reflect.
I just need some time to get things back to where they should be.
I'll find that time. And it'll be okay.
Emily