The night before the senior breakfast I am sitting at home scrambling to finish these last few letters to my childhood friends. Typical. Since when did doing fun/interesting things like writing letters to friends become unwanted drudgery?
Something I really regret about these senior letters (and about high school in general): the friends or... former friends whom I don't know whether or not to write a letter to. It makes me really regret all of the friendships that I've lost in the past 4 years and cherish the ones I've made so much more. It's not that I actively burned these bridges... they just fell apart. Like the steps were crumbling before I even began to notice that people were falling away from me. Maybe I didn't put enough effort. Or, maybe, (the lazy way of thinking) things just weren't the same anymore. Whatever it was, I am extremely sad about losing these amazing people in my life. I don't know if there is anyway (or if there is a point?) to patch them up. But, I do know that for the rest of my life, I will do the best I can to keep these things from happening. Of course, some of it is natural, but the ones that may be caused by me or even catalyzed by me will stop. It is just too sad to loose such great people...
To write or not to write? I don't know...
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