I've been really busy lately going to class, lab, and volunteering. Today was super crazy because we went to the Eclipse midnight premier (it was good. seriously. very surprising.) and then I woke up for an exam within 3 hours. Haha. But, then I got to pick up Junki from the airport, which was super awesome. =)
I've been thinking a lot lately about everything I am doing compared to what I want/need to do and how I never get it to balance out. Everything feels like it is hanging by a thread, and, sometimes, no matter how hard I work, I just can't follow through. On one hand, it is very frustrating---you know, having an endless list of goals that keep reappearing because they are not reached. But on the other hand, isn't that what makes life interesting? Isn't the possibility of making each day better, whether it is crossing something off our lists or helping a child learn music or holding a band together right before festival, the thing that drives us, makes us "go hardcore" (haha, Sumi) and love this life?
Whoever Leonard Cohen is got it right: "There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in."
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